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I go by the moniker Fiza.
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I can be cold, I am made to be stronger than most.
I can be quiet, I was born to be the only child.
I can be funny and loud, I was taught to always have fun.
I can be anything I want to be. Only because I can.

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Bituwin - Blogskin
Edited by Yours Truly.
Blog Title is E.B. White's famous words, rephrased.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

slip.

even while i think it i know it's stupid and pointless but as usual i can't help it. there's all these couples from our uni days who got attached around the same time or after we did, couples we spent time with and did rag with etc. and some of them got married/ are getting married and all i can think of is why didn't we. why couldn't we make it. i know it's fate, i know i need to move on, i know all the right thing to do and feel but some days i just can't be bothered to fight anymore and i just want to be stupid and pathetic and cry.

i really really can't wait for the day i will stop feeling sad over this. no one is more tired of it than i am.


I go by the moniker Fiza. I am solitary by choice, not circumstances. I have friends, I'm not lonely. I have love, I do have a heart. I can be cold, I am made to be stronger than most. I can be quiet, I was born to be the only child. I can be funny and loud, I was taught to always have fun. I can be anything I want to be. Only because I can. Hana Mr. Udders Maya's Baked Goodies Nazri Nadiah Laremy the Cow Aida Ruz Ed Koh Travels New York I New York II New York III New York IV New York V Melbourne I Melbourne II Melbourne III Melbourne IV Melbourne V Liverpool London Paris Lisbon Barcelona Fez Milan Pisa Rome Rome/ Vatican/ Venice Venice/ Vienna Prague Berlin Amsterdam Europe In Lomo March 2003 April 2003 May 2003 June 2003 July 2003 August 2003 September 2003 October 2003 November 2003 December 2003 January 2004 February 2004 March 2004 April 2004 May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 Bituwin - Blogskin Edited by Yours Truly. Blog Title is E.B. White's famous words, rephrased.	Wednesday, November 17, 2010 slip. even while i think it i know it's stupid and pointless but as usual i can't help it. there's all these couples from our uni days who got attached around the same time or after we did, couples we spent time with and did rag with etc. and some of them got married/ are getting married and all i can think of is why didn't we. why couldn't we make it. i know it's fate, i know i need to move on, i know all the right thing to do and feel but some days i just can't be bothered to fight anymore and i just want to be stupid and pathetic and cry. i really really can't wait for the day i will stop feeling sad over this. no one is more tired of it than i am. 11:56:00 PM ·