being obscure clearly.

Saturday, July 31, 2004

moved in

yup yup. am now 95% ready to sleep- in at PGP. today, 14 bags were towed to PGPR Block 15 Level 6 Room N...

which is now a gorgeous, funky, colourful & perfect- for -chilling spot.

i will sleep there from tomorrow onwards. shall post- up before & after pictures soon. la la la.

hafiz & yat soccer 101 session was cancelled & became a help- fiza- settle- in session.

swivel chair up, 14" TV up, 6 cushions set in place, clothes neatly stacked, toiletries stored away, bags all ready, mattress pad laid, new Aussino bedsheet on & most importantly, most crucial 6 soft toys have been moved. yessssss...

after settling in, headed to West Coast (yet again) for dinner with mum dad yat & spiderman. fun- ness.

then had a long walk to west coast recreational centre's bus- stop for 188. somehow yat led the way & we had to walk through a (very) grassy path right next to a longkang. interesting experience.

the highlight would be when yat picked up a long stick and decided to throw it. however he failed to notice the other end of the stick was hook- like & it hooked around hafiz's neck while yat was attempting a psyeudo- javelin throw. poor spiderman forgot to *pheush* his web & was caught around the head. hahahaha. i was laughing so hard i had to squat down & clutch my stomach.

bus ride home was nice. :)

was almost reaching my bus- stop... and i thought about you. when i was about to alight i realized i had goosebumps. still don't know if it was the aircon or you...

or maybe i just needed to pee real badly.

Friday, July 30, 2004

wow wow whee!

am now extremely pleased. extremely extremely pleased.

where do i start?

hmm. no mornings, THAT'S a sign of the start of a good day. woke up at 11 a.m. cuz i smartly didn't sign up for USP/ FASS Orientation Week which leaves me free as a bird for at least the next 9 days. yeah yeah yeah...

apparently my whole OG wants to go for the Dinner & Dance. ack. arab bastard alert. but no sweats, it ought to be fun & if it's cheap enough, i'll go.

then 1.30 p.m. set- off for tuition. then went to Canon @ Keppel Bay Tower to get my poor digibaby fixed. diagnosed of a mysterious illness & to be warded for a week or two. get well soon my dear baby.

then... it was IKEA with my mum. OF COURSE today HAD to be THE ikea sale day. like hohoho. fiza goes mad. fiza goes on rampage in ikea having fits and frothing at the mouth kinda thang.

items bought: 1 CD rack, 2 neon coloured cushions- how fiza, you will say; 1 long snake soft toy that i've secretly been in love with for years; 5 magazine holders- white with colourful polkadots; 1 retro alarm clock, 1 swivel chair, 1 flower pot, 1 letter tray, 1 blanket, 1 ironing board, 1 laundry bag & hmm. can't remember what else. yes. i am a happy child.

took a cab from ikea & dropped all my new stuff at my dorm. mum likes it though she's a lil wistful that i'll be gone. tsk. sensitive stuff. let's not go there.

and then dinner at west coast with my mum. had chicken rice. before that had TWO hotdog buns & a chicken pau. i am eating alot lately. quite alarming. hmm...

maybe i am pregnant.

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wahaha. gotcha there.

bet there were some priceless faces there. but anyhow, not important. according to half the Asian population, i needa gain weight & that i will at the rate i am going.

tomorrow i have soccer practice with 4 of the most idiotic men in my life. one of them being one i am likely to marry. ??? the ironies of life.

their goal: TO GET ME INTO NUS WOMEN'S SOCCER TEAM.

can't disappoint 4 men, can i? so yeap. down with my boots & stinky tee & troop my way down to SP to have Soccer 101 from spiderman, hidayat, syahmi & nafiur.

wish me luck. no, not for soccer, for the unbearable lameness that will be thrown at me. holy cowness.

ah well. just the same, i am a happy child.

CUZ I GOT ALL 5 MODULES THAT I BIDDED FOR! GOD LOVES ME!

yeah. with 204 points bidded, i sure got it alright. 1 point for 4 modules, and 200 for a cowshit USP module called Writing & Critical Thinking- Evolution.

ah well. i love today. :)

Thursday, July 29, 2004

moi. upon approval of admission + check- in & receiving keys. WHEE!

the view from management office area. such gorgeous blocks.

the walk to my block from the management office... i just love how everything there is clean & beautiful... the architecture, the tiles, the greenery...

my next drool- containment reservoir.

the 2- door cupboard that could, by a highly unlikely miracle, fit ALL my clothes or, touch wood, potentially burst.

view from the door. yes. it's puny. in a very cosy homey yummy way. hehe.

the view from my window. i like... gorgeous courtyard.

potential mugging area. NOT in near future. lol.

the walk to the bus- stop. :) i lurve PGPR.

Today.

today, i went for dance practice from 10 till 2. it's growing on me. haha. am gonna be lifted. by ocs boy/ king arthur/ lianlong. why am i not surprised?

today, i realized that i really like my group of friends. hafiz joined my dance/ USP Rag friends for lunch just now... he likes them too. he noticed that i was the only malay. i'm not racist/ biased/ tak sadar diri... but experience with several malay girls have left me hesitant to make friends with malay girls unless i'm absolutely sure. so i'll stick to the current group. time will tell.

today, i missed my darrrrrrling. lol. when will i see you again darrrrling?

today, i have bidded successfully for my modules without glitches. i think it's thanks to the protectionism priveleged to freshies. but anypoots, i had to raise my bid for a USP module just now. wah... quite fascinating.

today, i fell more in love with my dorm. shall post up pictures from my first day there, which was yesterday; later. kudos to hana, of course. hafiz loved it too. we're gonna be neighbours in 2 years time. yay!

today, i fell more in love with you.

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

Matchsticks for my eyes.

woke up at 7. supposed to go for the CORS talk but i asked myself, "Do i seriously want to do this?"

answer: NO.

so i went back to sleep. woke up at 8.30. met hana and we went to PGPR. GORGEOUS place. all the hot french guys... aaaah.

anyway. yea. my dorm is small but i can see it being real cosy & homely. i like. so yeah. i love PGPR. it's sooo hotel-ish and like, resort- ish. very casual feel as compared to halls. heh.

then went Mac at engin block. then listened to some talks at Lt 11. i like that history prof. he's funkeh.

then after philo talk kris left. so i was all alone. went to YIH for my medic check. yes yes i know, i very slow...

anyway the whole thing was bizarre. can't explain la. everyone working there look so ah soh/ minah/ sth sth. quite disturbing that they were like testing my pee, checking my eyesight, taking my blood pressure & x- ray and such. whoooooh.

anypoots. didn't attend SEP talk cuz i got so caught up with trying to organize my time- table. so anal. tsk.

5.30 p.m. met gilbert & abs at Lt 11 carpark. gil then proceeded to drive us (very smoothly) to wheelock. met the rest then brought them to Constant Craving. i believe they are all hooked now. yay!

met maya n husni there... hehe. so did u like it?

so yea. talked bout modules & stuffs... pretty mundane crap. but helpful nonetheless. pretty much decided what modules to take. but as my DARLING friends gilbert & abs are assholicly trying to outbid me, i shall NOT disclose it here. HAH!

haha. anyway i am VERY stressed. hahaha. i've gone through stage 1, brain shutdown; stage 2, avoidance & denial; and am currently phasing through the final stage, hyperactivity. common systems would be irrepresible laughter, unreasonable laughter, erratic behaviour & other possibl eccentric reflexes.

nyehh. anypoots. JB with spidey tmr! yay! finally. pens pencils erasers markers highlighters pencil cases rulers sharpeners bags socks...

HERE I COME!

yes stationery shopping makes me EXTREMELY happy.

but of course there's dance in the morning first. but hey...

NO PAIN NO GAIN.

You.

it's 2.42 a.m. have extremely hectic day tomorrow.

and yet i just think of you and...

i smile. :)

it ought to be illegal for someone to be as wonderful and perfect as you.

kindaresultsininsomnia.

i think i really love you.

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

i'm not yet schooling and already i'm going crazy. dance practice was madness & hamzah is michael jackson with real fair skin.

then nus talks. so exhausted fell asleep during the psychology one. =P

then hafiz my b***h drove me to town. god bless him. lol.

constant craving with hana. then tuition at yishun. then home.

got ranted at for nothing. ugh.

am moving in tomorrow. like, a few stuffs only. but yeah.

kinda makes it more real.

ahhh. whatever. i am exhausted and guess what?

it isn't even close to being over.

more NUS stuff tomorrow. school's hasn't even officially began and i'm already beginning to feel the struggle for time. talks, rehearsals, try- outs, auditions... tsk. rushing, rushing. more tomorrow! oh yes. finally. meeting hana. constant craving. seeya schweets.

Monday, July 26, 2004

as i was saying... *sob*

apparently, Hana has MORE discriminating pictures of me. *fiza faints*

Life?

my wonderful dear friend Erwayne asked... "What does life means to you?" took him a few hours to answer. it took me days. but this was what i came out with. roughly.

"I think people spend too much time in life searching for the reason for their existence. They try to be too many things too many times and they kinda lost the idea that life is actually a shortlived heaven. It's a piece of heaven if we choose to see & make it that way. Life is not the destination, it's the resting point between birth & eternity. It's a stopover. True, we're all here for a reason. But trying too hard to find that out results in more pain n deception... At least, more often than not it does. So to me, life is about learning to appreciate what you have. We may think we're appreciative but fact is there's always something that we definitely take for granted. Life is about being aware that we're sharing it. Life is knowing we're not alone. When we know that, then life isn't so meaningless afterall. Neither is death. Cuz death is a loss of life..."

i would love to elaborate but i'm kinda groggy cuz it's 2.34 a.m. now. trust erwayne & me to be chatting at this hour. haha. oh well. i'm not trying to brainwash anyone with my perception of life. but to me, when i look at life the way i look at it, it doesn't look half as bad as others'.

umm. yea. nites.

Sunday, July 25, 2004

me, hana, her mum, my dad & hafiz. muh mum was snapping this. this is Petaling Boutique. where branded goods are made affordable to the masses. *wink* hana, i miss this!!!

an apek dragging something metallic on the floor resulted in a loud shrieking noise. resulting in a Carrie- like effect on me. this was the day airport terminal 2 burnt down. yes, i have secret powers... sigh. the secret's out.

me, in my best impersonation of a Japanese cartoon superhero. could be Ultraman. or Ultramad.

a potentially- discriminating pic of me that Hana owns. so before she uses it to blackmail me in the near future, here goes.

am off to town with the family. eating at far east. dilemma: WHICH STALL?

1. Dahlia for man- candy?

2. Raudhatul for Ilhan?

3. or Constant Craving for dory?

hmm.

Saturday, July 24, 2004

So.

back from town. lotsa gigs going around... kinda gave me a migraine. whoooh. but yeah. syawla evol rawked. though luthfi got over excited & decided to do 3 jumps, hence resulting in a sprained ankle. funny guy, that one.

before gig-ing around was me & di lunching @ raudhatul. adam was there, working. lol. then me & di went adidas @ pacific plaza. 40% off sale going on. $99 french cardi was on sale. just.had.to.buy.it. though i was like, $50 bucks short. my dearest di paid first. *hugs di again* lol. kinda embarassed him by loudly proclaiming in the shop that i love him and am eternally grateful to him that he is a gift from god bla bla bla. lol. sorry di.

so i got my FRENCH JERSEY CARDI!!!! WHEE!!!! after 7 months, it's finally in my hands. *kisses cardi* god. how i've longed for this thing. so yea. then met bananarama... *Farhana, this is my new nick for u, take it!* wandered to taka, to settle some hadi stuff. then off to cineleisure for gig.

end of gig saw me, yanee, bananarama, di & adam heading to Paragon to get Bn & Jerry's. settled ourselves at taka steps and pigged out on ice- cream. burp. had a great hilarious fun time. i just love my secondary school people, regardless of age. we never fail to have fun together though we are of different backgrounds. =)

then hairul the mat bola came, lol, and was hungry. trudged to lido, no seats. so back to far east for raudhatul... lol. poor adam. lut was there... in pain with his mum massaging his feet. so drama. like, 4- 5 of us sat on the alley of the shop & watch lut scream in pain. come to think of it, quite sadist la. wahaha.

ilhan was being his cute self again. god i love that child. so cuuuuute. huge eyes, intelligent, cheeky... sigh. if only he's 19. oh well. lol. he touched the front of his pampers and said "konek." lol. got scolded then he did it again, this time he said, "zakar." lol. so adorable.

at 10- ish, the bunch of us went down where few of them got their cigs and i got to see my oh- so- cute- but- old "busu" on his SuperFour. *fiza melts* he's 30 dammit. god i'm disgusted. wahaha. damn u, adam. u know what i'm talking about la ah. haha.

finally made it to the train station... di split & got his bus... me, yanee, adam, lut & hairul board the train home. normal noisy boisterous stuff... nothing obnoxious though. funny kinda fun.

ok. must plan my school stuff shopping soon. stationery, bags, tops, bottoms... furniture... whee! can't wait!

Gig Alert!

24th July 2004... Syawla Evol hits Cineleisure with full force at 1820 hours... dousing one & all with cool funkeeh meuzeek sure to make all of you grin & sway along... so come on down... bring your mum, your dad, your friends, your boyfriend, your girlfriend, your dates, your neighbours, your classmates... ANYONE! just be there. or be square.

k now that i'm done promoting local bands... i'll move on. anyway today was an average day. woke up at 2 p.m. with aching body but pleasant memories... then KFC at Lot 1 with Spidey then... off to tutor Nadia at Gombak for 2 hrs... *btw, SHE'S coming tmr. so if she can come, so can YOU!* then home. dinner.

the sister has been lying for quite sometime & somehow today, all the shit spilt & she was found out. but all is REALLY settled now so i'm hoping for no further spills or leakage. smiles all around tonight... and for a long time to come i hope.

i'll be moving into my dorm in like a week's time... quite anxious. can i survive being independent? should be ok considering i've always been rather independent. i think i'm more worried bout whether the cupboard, which according to reliable sources is ONLY TWO- DOOR, can take my clothes which is uncontained by a FOUR- DOOR wadrobe. guess i'll have to halve it then. *sob*

i think life is rumbling along fine now. i say rumble cuz it ain't smooth but at least there's no big hitches or stuff like that. God has been extremely kind & i never fail to thank Him for all the greatness he has showered unto me.

thank you God. thank you friends. thank you mum. and thank YOU, for always being here beside me. whenever where- ever.

Friday, July 23, 2004

Bryan Adam's Wanna Be Your Undies... A song d.yeo let us listen to during a lit lecture. brings back real fond memories of PJC... miss my ugly black skirt & can- never- tuck- in white blouse. =P

Wanna be the habit that really makes you crave
I wanna be - your hot tub - when you're dippin'
I wanna be - your bathrobe - when you're drippin'
I wanna be - your cocktail baby - when you're sippin'
I just wanna be right there - more than anything i swear

I wanna be - your underwear

Wanna be your sleepin' bag - baby slip inside
Let me be your motorcycle n' take ya for a ride -
Alright
I wanna be - your hot sauce - ya when you're cookin'
I wanna be - your sunglasses - hey good lookin'
I wanna be - wanna be the one - ya stick your hook in'
I just wanna be right there - more than anything i swear

Oh ya i wanna be - your underwear

yeah! lol.

Thursday, July 22, 2004

At first I was afraid, I was PETRIFIED...

i made it! survived 3d2n surrounded by perpetual strangers...

well. it started off well, i guess. our mascot was Laremy, funky young punk with brains. i, was made his MAID. as in pick up his "train" where- ever he walked. and ya, i was "captured" by his enemies which resulted in a daring duel between him & Gilbert. then the fighting scene transforms into a soccer game. luqman, gilbert, chuan hsing vs THE GOD of OLYMPIA, Zeus. a.k.a Laremy la. so yeah. ok la. later after dinner was Secret Pal meet- up. blindfolded & met some guy who was also blindfolded & had to hold his hands and feed each other marshmellow. quite cheesy but my secret pal & me got along so well that other couples listened to our conversations and laughed with us. wahaha. he IS, obviously, as mad as me la. had to write letters to each other and we wrote pretty stupid stuff. haa. our secret names, btw, was BARBIE & KEN. *fiza rolls eyes*

then 1st night. night games was madness cuz it was DARK, involved alot of running & was held at pasir ris park. so like, a bit messy & violent. but ok la. one game required boys to piggyback girls and the minute that was mentioned all eyes were like, on me. wahlau. quite offended when gilbert said i lighter than his food pack. *waves fist at Gil* sleeping time, i opted to sleep on the bedless 1st floor of the costa sands chalet cuz it felt weird to sleep in a room with 7 other boys & girls. just. plain. weird. i woke up with a backache but it was worth it.

day 2. morning was small games... inclusive of bursting balloons, flour in hair, ears etc, n many other typical games la. then breakfast. then more games. this time, beach games, therefore considerably more athletic, therefore i was considerably more useful. wahaha. first up, table soccer. we lost 1-0 but i managed to show the opponent's very MCP defender tha girls are not all sugar & spice & everything nice. then OF COURSE, next game required to us to combine 2 different OGs. we combined with our previous opponents. it needed a guy to stand in the middle with a girl on his shoulders so guess who was lifted? hmm? hmm? hmm? HUMPH. i was lifted by the MCP la, wahlau! so irritating! kept jumping & dancing around to purposely scare me. we won. next game, i sat out cuz i felt giddy from being so high up in the previous game.

fourth game was ultimate frisbee. man, so reminded me of a05's version. lol. but ours quite fun la. more safe. though a guy before my OG actually dislocated his shoulder. like, ouch.we played frisbee pretty well despite the wet & very muddy field. we found out that we were capable of jumping very very high or braking very very suddenly. in my case, i found out that i could do the split. i swear my hamstring stills aches till now. played more stuff... catterpillar... beach captain's ball where i, of course, became the goalpost. sat on laremy's & gilbert's shoulders. poor guys. still owe them back massage but like, uh, whatever la hor. lol. then dodgeball... aiya alot la. later on, Secret Pal was unveiled and me n my pal had a whale of a time waving at everyone we know around the whole resort. uhh... ya. we were like, the super friendly couple la. haa. then we had bbq... not bad... salty charred black chicken... salty crab stick... but my secret pal gave me food also... and his group food tasted better la... hahaha. k i realize i sound quite cheena. i became as corny as them over 3 days u know. die la. today was last day. Amazing Race. went to many different places with only an hour or so of sleep on us because on our last night we decided to stay awake... so walked to Downtown East... wander wander... then go Pasir Ris Park... wander wander... then go back... me & cheryl took to the poolside n slacked on the lounge chairs... cool breeze n beautiful clear night sky... shiok. but then today we like... uh... zombie la... hahaha. but..... OLYMPIA WON SECOND! wahaha... never win mascot parade, never win night games, never win morning games, never win beach games, never win Amazing Race much less the performance... and YET we got second. so yeah. got styrofoam medal spray- painted silver. can la. quite novelty la hor. aiyo. i so cheena liao. die die die. then went to KFC with some of my OG people... fun la. ok la. shane wasn't there... thank god. i think she would have made us cheer for the chicken, the crew who served us chicken, and for anyone else to do or not to do with the chicken. yes, shane is our cheer mistress. she had a cheer for every event every occassion every word every letter EVERYTHING. seriously. quite maddening but she did provide much needed spirit... especially to people who were slacking... e.g. me... viv... lol. so ya. all in all it wasn't half as bad as i thought it would be. helped that 4/5 of my OG were FASS people... so all abit siao- siao and like... can make it la. argh!!!!!!!! i'm so cheena!!!! oh ya. one more thing. i got my dorm. yay! same cluster as one of my OGL... and few of my OG people staying at different different hostels... so sounds fun. expect lots of crashing to happen. hoo hoo. oh PLUS, the upcoming night cyling. i think hafiz is joining us... haha. so luqman can shut up. cuz he thinks i got the hots for him. the hairy fat arab bastard. haa. no offense la hor... we got love- hate relationship. luq if u read this u know i love u rite... n pls buy my 8250 ok?? ok...

missed my mum, my home, my family... hafiz + hana especially... glad to be back. :)

ok! hello civilisation!

Monday, July 19, 2004

Can't Get Enough Of You Baby by SmashMouth

I can't get enough of you baby
I can't get enough of you baby
Yes it's true
Baby yes it's true
Whenever we kiss I get to feeling like this
I get to wishing that there were two of you
My heart cries out "more baby"
It feels so nice I want your arms to wrap around me twice

I can't get enough of you baby
I can't get enough of you baby
Right around
Baby right around

When you had to go I hated the thought
I only wished the night was twice as long
My heart cries out "more baby"
I love you so much I wish that there was more of you to touch

I can't get enough of you baby
Can't get enough of you baby
I can't get enough of you baby yeah
Whenever we kiss I get to feeling like this
I get to wishing that there were two of you
My heart cries out "more baby"
I love you so much I wish that there was more of you to touch

I can't get enough of you baby
Can't get enough of you baby

just felt like waxing lyrical... :)

I'm all smiles...

caught spideytwo with him today. yay! went town at er... 1-ish... bought tix at Cineleisure n had a nice long walk to Far East to have yummy lunch at Constant Craving. he had fish & chips while i, of course, had my dory. lol. *nudges hana*

oh, Abg Yazid & makcik at C.C didn't think he was my "ahem, ahem," as hana so wisely puts it. *rolls eyes* maybe Abg Yazid thought i looked like a fag- hag n thought hafiz was a fag... err... whatever la uh.

then he went for prayers while i waited for him by window- shopping at DFS. showed him the koi pond to prove a point i brought up yesterday. don't ask. hehe. then walked the whole hogway back to Cineleisure for our movie... niceness. at one point of time something drastic happened, i think, or i guess, cuz hafiz said "ah amik kau" really really loudly. wahaha.

then WALKED all the way back to Lido cuz hana was waiting for me at McCafe with sri n aida... :) chatted for awhile then me hana n him headed home. in 190. nice chat, nice day, nice people. =)

*whispers* TINCANS! wahahahahaha.

home. crisis. sister wasn't back yet n it was like, 7.30 p.m. but it all turned out well so yeah. big misunderstanding but it's all cleared now.

ouch. hit myself against one of our many speakers on my way into the room. i think i cracked my ribcage! wahaha. i must be blind. tsk.

oh. and hafiz is SPIDERMAN. he's convinced himself that, and who am i to deny the boy?

so yeah. i'm in love with mr. spidey.

USP camp tmr... ugh... pray i have fun.

and yes hafiz, i'll "whack" luqman if he even blinks at me, ok? hahaha.

nites people. seeya if i survive... =O

Sunday, July 18, 2004

Weddings!

last wedding of the year over. phew. i mean, family- wise. kak zilah's wedding just now... very grand la la la la...

but it felt so surfaced. n commercialised. no personal touches or sentimental meaning to it.

but oh well. who am i to complain la ah? lol.

got $20 bucks for being a poster- face at the reception table & to tell guests to sign guest- book. wahahaha.

now THAT'S a job i like. :D

tomorrow is Hafiz! lol.

no i know tomorrow monday la... but we're going out! whee! wahahaha.

catching spiderman 2 for the second time but he's paying so that's fine. =P uh. and bringing him to Constant Craving to SHOW what he's been missing... *drools*

then we're wandering around to look for guitar stuff... *grins like an idiot*

then tuition. at yishun. but that's ok. hehe.

hana i'll see u if i see u tmr k? town, 3- ish? rite? okies.

and uh... USP camp coming. suddenly not so sure about it. erk.

=) oh well. k nites!

mugging for the A's. rrrrite. we ended up at PS watching Pirates of The Caribbean then eating Swensens'. shrugs. ah well. :)

ouh. i just msged him. yeah. "i miss you. har har." and he replied, "i love you too... muah." haha.

ok hafiz. u can go back to sleep now. i've got my dosage of uh... you la. haha.

Saturday, July 17, 2004

wa- hey...

it's been a fab saturday.

both shows were fab, night being better than day of course. chris was absolutely GLOWING. in PINK. again. haha.

fel n me had nice sumptious dinner. BK mushroom swiss. burp.

the girls were hamming it up... but at times a bit overdone... i think cheng & chris noticed.

ah well. all's well ends well.

:)

tomorrow is wedding. aghh. more whitey smhitey thingy- os.

i realized i'm typing like, one line, enter, one line, enter. aiya bu pien la.

gaaaaaah.

ah. i'm just happy la. too happy. hana told me what's with the stupid dog shit smile on your face. hahaha. there's evidence of my glowing happiness. lol.

"In India, we call it suti. Some women are just born to be unhappy. If so, whether they are fat, or whether they are virgins, doesn't matter at all." - 3 Fat Virgins by Ovidia Yu.

oh. i love you. hehehe.

nights world...

Friday, July 16, 2004

First Night Jitters: Smacked Away!

waaaaaa... fantastic turn- out!

so superbly cool... =)

cheryl, celine, candice & esther- GREAT improvisations... gosh. u guys sure know how to make the audience laugh. that was FANTASTIC.

fel- cheer up... *hug*

liz- LOW- CUT tmr babe. MUST. hahaha. 135 bucks man!!! u wall-face.

mons- don't stress. see? you did FINE.

chris- you look hotly gay in pink. hahaha. but great success aye, mr director??? ;p

ian- he's MINE. i'll find mixed one for u also la hor.

joel- COW. lol.

er... to the rest, great going guys. 2 more days...

oh ya cheng, anymore of that fantastic MOIST choc cake??? slurp.

to the rest of you people reading this, COME TO THE PLAY! it's really honestly good. haha. reallyyyy.

hana- i'm sorry if i messed up stuff on your part. feel so bad esp. since the gargantua has left my toilet bowl alone. sorry dear.

and i am so glad i'm with you... you you you you you.

maya, you were right bout love conquering stuff. *wink*

so yeah.

things are looking up. la la la...

oh. USP Camp at pasir ris costa sands next tues. meaning no constant craving... no makcik... no abg yazid... no ILHAN!!!

oh well.

it could be MUCH worse...

thank you, God. =)

Beatle Mania arrives.

"our love binds us n if one of us leaves, nothing else matters. cuz then everything else will be worthless compared to what we have lost.

i love you hafiz."

i guess i was never really aware of who actually comes to my blog...

i mean granted. it's a free world. anyone and anything can just happily skip along and just read.

but i wonder why people go to blogs' of people they do not like. i mean chancing upon it the first time is fine... but if you just keep coming back for more... god it's really just sad isn't it?

world WIDE web.

and all you wanna know is what lil' miss monkey face here is doing with her life and why you keep bumping into her at town and crap like that.

i'm not holier than anyone for god's sakes.

seriously... if you don't like me, don't come here.

bitching just creates sins on your part... which is why i may hate you, but i don't bitch about you. cuz i don't need more sins. that and besides the fact i can't be bothered la.

but well if you really do insist... then...

oh. ROCK ON.

hey hey hey....

guess who's back in BUSINESS???

yeah yeah. mum caved in and FINALLY got me broadband. whoh. now everything's so much faster my eyes are rolling around in my head now.

well.

i miss hafiz. it gets kinda boring. he's all i think of.

save me someone.

anyway.

PLEASE COME WATCH MY THEATRE PRODUCTION.

3 FAT VIRGINS, A WONDERFULLY ENTERTAINING AND INTELLIGENT PLAY PRODUCED BY BUDS YOUTH THEATRE.

SHOWING FROM 16TH JULY TO 18TH JULY AT THE ARTS HOUSE.

TICKETS ARE $26 FOR ADULTS AND $21 FOR STUDENTS.

SHOWTIME: Friday: 8 p.m., Saturday: 3.30 p.m. & 8 p.m., Sunday: 3.30 p.m.

PLEASE COME! i'll be eternally grateful and totally in love with you.

thank you.

now that i have embarassed myself, i'll come back to update in a while.

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

i am sleepy.

and i hate green goblins.

uh. watched mean girls at JB this morning with hana... funnnnn...

life is dragging along fine... i mean people are like zooming off to NY or India or somewhere exotic while i just uh... rot.

yeah. i'm rotting... a quarter of me would be left just nice to make myself visible in NUS by august.

so. for YOU. if you're reading this at all...

If you get there before i do
don't give up on me
i'll meet you when my chores are through
i don't know how long i'll be
but i'm not gonna let you down
darling, wait and see
and between now and then
till i see you again
i'll be loving you...
love,
me.

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

well. life is dragging along fine. bah.

will be going for USP Camp.

fell from my bike 6 times on monday now my butt is like, putty.

beach this saturday with a05 girls- the normal ones.

uhm. oh. fashion show tonight with kristy.

see? i sound like a happy busy bumblebee don't i?

ha...

oh try constant craving at far east. food rocks. it's 5th floor, to the right of the elevator. you can't miss it. it's retro and funky and sells fab food.

k. sorry bout this whole deflated stuff. i'll write happily sometime soon yeah.