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I go by the moniker Fiza.
I am solitary by choice, not circumstances.
I have friends, I'm not lonely.
I have love, I do have a heart.
I can be cold, I am made to be stronger than most.
I can be quiet, I was born to be the only child.
I can be funny and loud, I was taught to always have fun.
I can be anything I want to be. Only because I can.




Bituwin - Blogskin
Edited by Yours Truly.
Blog Title is E.B. White's famous words, rephrased.
Friday, May 28, 2004

hey- ho with a heidi- low...

la la la.

lemme explain the joy. i peeped thru my mailbox n saw...

MY NUS LETTER PACKAGE!!! AND IT'S HUGE AND THICK!

wheeeeee...

but i've decided to reject the teaching scholarship cuz they want me to major in English if i were to accept it.

and i want to major in sociology. so i'll forsake the material value.

bwahaha. i sound like eddie koh. hoo hoo.

so i've rejected comm studies, law, ncss scholarship, teaching scholarship...

and am afervently hoping to get thru the USP and get an NUS scholarship.

arghhhh... pray pray pray.

oh n mum's gettin' hitched like, in 2 weeks. 11th june. exciting stuff.

AND i'm taking my bike licence now. more exciting stuff.

wat else. hmm.

oh.

and for those confused, i AM with hafiz.

always had been and always will, i guess.

faizal was... er... a figment of my imagination.

lol.

love y'all.

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

hello my frennies.

i am not dead. but my ISP had been blocked by a stupid Firewall.


so after that wall cracks, then i'll be back blogging as constantly as before.

so still no letter from NUS.

ho humm.

very busy these days. my mum's getting married this 11th June so i am a very busy wedding planner of sorts.

like finding chocolate eggs cuz the lady doesn't want normal eggs. and glitzy wedding shoes cuz she wants her inai-ed toes to show.

sigh.

so yeah. till the firewall is rid off, expect little action on this page.

but i miss all of you. and maya; i REALLY hope to see you in NUS.


hello my frennies.

i am not dead. but my ISP had been blocked by a stupid Firewall.


so after that wall cracks, then i'll be back blogging as constantly as before.

so still no letter from NUS.

ho humm.

very busy these days. my mum's getting married this 11th June so i am a very busy wedding planner of sorts.

like finding chocolate eggs cuz the lady doesn't want normal eggs. and glitzy wedding shoes cuz she wants her inai-ed toes to show.

sigh.

so yeah. till the firewall is rid off, expect little action on this page.

but i miss all of you. and maya; i REALLY hope to see you in NUS.

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

wahahaha... i'm at hana's place!!!! warghkakaka.

k.

now what.

erm. we printed my mum's wedding card stuff. yeah. the real things. but they are really like, inconsistent. like big font small font got bus- stop no bus- stop. never mind.

so. ya. i bled while doing all that. and some of my blood got on the card. hahahaha. i'll give that card to like the biggest moron invited to the wedding; it's a tie between di n fai. hohoho.

i've been awake since last night thanks to a guy i never see before. yeah. life's cool.

k. i'm still NOT accepted into NUS- snobby hoity toity people who don't like ME!!!! but i'm getting scholarships. so like, wat? i take the scholarship but have like no uni education till next year? haaaah.

i am very groggy. so is hana. but my life is good and i am very happy nowadays.

smile!

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

well. so i'm still in malaysia.

life is so... flustering.

i still have not received a letter from NUS offering me arts. worry worry.

and.

i know who and what i want. it's a matter of how.

life is so bloody tiring now.

ugh.

ah well. i'll be home soon.

thursday.

soon.