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I have friends, I'm not lonely.
I have love, I do have a heart.
I can be cold, I am made to be stronger than most.
I can be quiet, I was born to be the only child.
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I can be anything I want to be. Only because I can.
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Edited by Yours Truly.
Blog Title is E.B. White's famous words, rephrased.
Monday, March 31, 2003
SAID A THOUSAND- LEGGED WORM, AS HE GAVE A LITTLE SQUIRM, HAVE YOU SEEN A LITTLE LEG OF MINE....... IF IT CAN'T BE FOUND, I WILL HAVE TO HOP AROUND, ON MY NINE HUNDRED AND NINTY NINE...........
hop- along... hop- along..... have u seen a little leg of mine.... if it can't be found, i will have to hop around, on my nine hundred n ninty nineeeeeeeeee........... hahahaha. i was humming dat on my way back from meeting my boyfren n fahrur... haha. i was skipping home n like prancing around or something. to be honest, i felt like mary poppins. like if i opened an umbrella i wud have flew or sth. hahahahaha. as u can tell, we had fun. we played tembak- tembak. for those with deprived childhood, that means we played with waterguns. problem was, we cudn find waterguns. so we bought those water spray bottles thing. it was hilarious. we played at the multi- storey carpark. n i kept screaming. haha. i am a very noisy soldier. oh well. if i'm lucky my enemy can go deaf. hehe. i tink my boyfriend is cuz b4 waterguns we played cards in front of mac. i'm e snap champion. along with the unbeatable crown of ultimate screamer. hahahahaha. i tink i became donkey once. we are talking bout CARDS here ok. so then we played old maid. happy family. hahaha. so funn....... u noe wat...... i tink the only way i can xplain dis full story in chronological order is by copying an excerpt of my 'WORDS- diary'.......
"whee!!!! i had so much fun todae!!! what i expected to b anothe boring n dreary day turned to be one of the best days i ever had since dis stupid sars stay home thing. it all started when fahrur msged me at 12 noon. i was still sleeping actually. wearily i replied to the bored guy. he wanted to go out. i told him to sleep. heh. in the end we went out, with me planning to take my pay from the head office. then suddenly, i had this bright spark of idea n decided to ask him to go lunch at bp plaza... n surprise hafiz while at it. so we went. then i told him to call hafiz, but not to tell him i was there too. hehe. it was a nice surprise. i tink. then we ate. walked around bp plaza... bought hariz's birthday prezzie n ended up in popular buying this set of cards thing. so we sat in mac n played. we decided to sit outside, n e vanilla coke we drank somehow inspired the boys to buy ice-cream and coke to make a float. thereafter, they came back with the cokes n ice- cream as well as a crazy idea of playing water guns. yes. water guns. shooting stuff. we crazily drank the float, [if u can drink crazily dat is!] n then walked around looking for cheap water guns. we ended up buying spray bottles that people used to water plants or wet clother before ironing. well, we definitely gave those contraptions a new use! we went to the 5th floor of the multi- storey carpark...... n war began. it was crazy n fun. we had three rounds b4 hafiz ran out of water n all three of us were pooped. i make hell of a lousy soldier. i counldn't help screaming when i saw my 'enemies'! hahahahaha. it was hilarious. we all ended up soaking wet n beaming with happiness. [ i noe it sounds corny... but u get e basic idea k. i had fun.] see how crazy we can get? sigh. i love great friends. makes the boringest mundane mondays so totally entirely FUN n FANTABULOUS. aahh... makes me feel.. all warm n fuzzy inside. hehe. oh oh oh! not to forget me and hafiz managed to sneak some......." whoopS!!! not too much details!!!! hehe. so basically we all had fun...... kinda needed it cuz the holidays were jus wearing us down....... i tink my 'SNAP!' can still be heard ringing in my boyfriend's ears. hahahaha. poor guy. i love him so much. i hope he sees this. HAFIZ!!!! I LOVE YOU!!! MUACKS!!!!! i tink this sars stay home thing won't be so bad after all........................
hop- along... hop- along..... have u seen a little leg of mine.... if it can't be found, i will have to hop around, on my nine hundred n ninty nineeeeeeeeee........... hahahaha. i was humming dat on my way back from meeting my boyfren n fahrur... haha. i was skipping home n like prancing around or something. to be honest, i felt like mary poppins. like if i opened an umbrella i wud have flew or sth. hahahahaha. as u can tell, we had fun. we played tembak- tembak. for those with deprived childhood, that means we played with waterguns. problem was, we cudn find waterguns. so we bought those water spray bottles thing. it was hilarious. we played at the multi- storey carpark. n i kept screaming. haha. i am a very noisy soldier. oh well. if i'm lucky my enemy can go deaf. hehe. i tink my boyfriend is cuz b4 waterguns we played cards in front of mac. i'm e snap champion. along with the unbeatable crown of ultimate screamer. hahahahaha. i tink i became donkey once. we are talking bout CARDS here ok. so then we played old maid. happy family. hahaha. so funn....... u noe wat...... i tink the only way i can xplain dis full story in chronological order is by copying an excerpt of my 'WORDS- diary'.......
"whee!!!! i had so much fun todae!!! what i expected to b anothe boring n dreary day turned to be one of the best days i ever had since dis stupid sars stay home thing. it all started when fahrur msged me at 12 noon. i was still sleeping actually. wearily i replied to the bored guy. he wanted to go out. i told him to sleep. heh. in the end we went out, with me planning to take my pay from the head office. then suddenly, i had this bright spark of idea n decided to ask him to go lunch at bp plaza... n surprise hafiz while at it. so we went. then i told him to call hafiz, but not to tell him i was there too. hehe. it was a nice surprise. i tink. then we ate. walked around bp plaza... bought hariz's birthday prezzie n ended up in popular buying this set of cards thing. so we sat in mac n played. we decided to sit outside, n e vanilla coke we drank somehow inspired the boys to buy ice-cream and coke to make a float. thereafter, they came back with the cokes n ice- cream as well as a crazy idea of playing water guns. yes. water guns. shooting stuff. we crazily drank the float, [if u can drink crazily dat is!] n then walked around looking for cheap water guns. we ended up buying spray bottles that people used to water plants or wet clother before ironing. well, we definitely gave those contraptions a new use! we went to the 5th floor of the multi- storey carpark...... n war began. it was crazy n fun. we had three rounds b4 hafiz ran out of water n all three of us were pooped. i make hell of a lousy soldier. i counldn't help screaming when i saw my 'enemies'! hahahahaha. it was hilarious. we all ended up soaking wet n beaming with happiness. [ i noe it sounds corny... but u get e basic idea k. i had fun.] see how crazy we can get? sigh. i love great friends. makes the boringest mundane mondays so totally entirely FUN n FANTABULOUS. aahh... makes me feel.. all warm n fuzzy inside. hehe. oh oh oh! not to forget me and hafiz managed to sneak some......." whoopS!!! not too much details!!!! hehe. so basically we all had fun...... kinda needed it cuz the holidays were jus wearing us down....... i tink my 'SNAP!' can still be heard ringing in my boyfriend's ears. hahahaha. poor guy. i love him so much. i hope he sees this. HAFIZ!!!! I LOVE YOU!!! MUACKS!!!!! i tink this sars stay home thing won't be so bad after all........................
TRIVIA TIME!
[jingles] hey hey hey...... its that time of that day again that we all love......... what time is it? yess........ it's........... TRIVIA TIME!! yeah! now. did u noe that the abbreviation for BALLET UNDER THE STARS [sorry i can't stop talking about it. heh.] was B.U.T.S? HEY...... that's news eh?!! oh n WOMAD is actually World Organization [or sth liddat] for/ of Music And Dance. cool eh. i love music. sigh. k. later. now stay tuned for mooooooore............ TRIVIA TIME!!!
[jingles] hey hey hey...... its that time of that day again that we all love......... what time is it? yess........ it's........... TRIVIA TIME!! yeah! now. did u noe that the abbreviation for BALLET UNDER THE STARS [sorry i can't stop talking about it. heh.] was B.U.T.S? HEY...... that's news eh?!! oh n WOMAD is actually World Organization [or sth liddat] for/ of Music And Dance. cool eh. i love music. sigh. k. later. now stay tuned for mooooooore............ TRIVIA TIME!!!
Sunday, March 30, 2003
btw... i riiiilllyyy lurveee this new template. so fruity. nicer than my previous bluey bluey bubble thing. heh. i love fruits. btw, i have only ate some chocolate, a quarter pack of chips n half a brownie whole of today. n today is bout to end. haha. my boyfriend will kill me if he finds out. hahaha. i miss him like crazy...... MISS [vt] to feel unhappy or sorry about the absence of (a person). MISERABLE [adj] very unhappy, sad. sigh....... mope mope mope...... this could bcome a new hobby if not for the passive nature of the activity....... MOPE [vi] to go about feeling sad or in low spirits. sigh sigh. words describing me eh? SIGH [nc] to take a deep breath that can be heard (showing sadness, tiredness, relief, etc) to feel a longing (for). gee whiz...... i gotta stop dis. hahaha. see. the dictionary has become my best friend. that's how bored i am!!! hafiz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is all ur fault!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehehe. oh well. while i'm at it, i might as well list down some stuff i wud like to do...
1] go to next installation of BALLET UNDER THE STARS.... beautiful.
2] go to plays......
3] go to WOMAD........ great play of music...
4] have a picnic with hafiz @ fcp. considering he mite see dis someday i dun c e surprise he'll feel but nvm.
5] go to all the interesting parks in singapore...... really cool.
6] TAKE PART IN THE PLAY- WRITING COMP. yes, i'll do it. i'm always so afraid of competition n all. need to overcome it.
7] go shopping! at artiris, toss n jb. muahahahaha. girls wud always b girls la.
8] study like siao........... A LEVELS CUMIN!!!!!!!
guess thats about it........ 8 things..... how significant eh? hehe. btw if my boyfriend can't make it for ice- creams then the next time i'l c him wud b e 8th..... now that wud definitely b a cause to celebrate...... besides e fact we wud have been together for 4 mths then..... whoa momma. its been so long. but it seems like only yesterday he asked. sometimes i tink i dun appreciate him enuf.... or dun tell him often enuf how much i love him. my bad habit of taking ppl for granted. oh well...... neway mum was saying how hafiz shud try to be more, upper hand. take charge instead of letting me take charge. which is true.... that wud be much better. at times i tend to push ppl around.... n if i dun have to listen to any1, i end up not listening to any1 ever..... so hafiz, watch out.... take charge b4 i totally overcome u!!!! hahahahahaah. i love you. if u readin this at all la. stupid lazy boy who won't go into the internet!
1] go to next installation of BALLET UNDER THE STARS.... beautiful.
2] go to plays......
3] go to WOMAD........ great play of music...
4] have a picnic with hafiz @ fcp. considering he mite see dis someday i dun c e surprise he'll feel but nvm.
5] go to all the interesting parks in singapore...... really cool.
6] TAKE PART IN THE PLAY- WRITING COMP. yes, i'll do it. i'm always so afraid of competition n all. need to overcome it.
7] go shopping! at artiris, toss n jb. muahahahaha. girls wud always b girls la.
8] study like siao........... A LEVELS CUMIN!!!!!!!
guess thats about it........ 8 things..... how significant eh? hehe. btw if my boyfriend can't make it for ice- creams then the next time i'l c him wud b e 8th..... now that wud definitely b a cause to celebrate...... besides e fact we wud have been together for 4 mths then..... whoa momma. its been so long. but it seems like only yesterday he asked. sometimes i tink i dun appreciate him enuf.... or dun tell him often enuf how much i love him. my bad habit of taking ppl for granted. oh well...... neway mum was saying how hafiz shud try to be more, upper hand. take charge instead of letting me take charge. which is true.... that wud be much better. at times i tend to push ppl around.... n if i dun have to listen to any1, i end up not listening to any1 ever..... so hafiz, watch out.... take charge b4 i totally overcome u!!!! hahahahahaah. i love you. if u readin this at all la. stupid lazy boy who won't go into the internet!
ICE- CREAM OUTINGZ...
yeah yeah yeah.......... idz confirmedddd....... ice-creams galore on wednesdae........ yippee doo day!!! hey hey hey what a beautiful day..... hope my boyfriend can make it. FINGERS CROSSED. anyways... i have a new crisis. of what to wear. impress frens or boyfren? i noe i noe...... boyfren rite...... wanna look good so that he realizes wat he has missed for 6/7 days!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA....... have a new sundress but i bought it with him so it'll have little impact. tho it looks good n will impress frens. [btw, do NOT ask y i sound like such a GIRL. staying home has transformed me. METAMORPHOSIS.] but i have dis new top that is totally nice n all....... in fact there's two. but if i were a new one i'll wear dis black- pinky one. kinda girly. really not me. hahahaha. THAT will shock em'. hmm. guess its e black one then. impress frens AND boyfriend. hahahaahah. problem solved!! yippee!!! ICE- CREAM HERE I COMEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah yeah yeah.......... idz confirmedddd....... ice-creams galore on wednesdae........ yippee doo day!!! hey hey hey what a beautiful day..... hope my boyfriend can make it. FINGERS CROSSED. anyways... i have a new crisis. of what to wear. impress frens or boyfren? i noe i noe...... boyfren rite...... wanna look good so that he realizes wat he has missed for 6/7 days!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA....... have a new sundress but i bought it with him so it'll have little impact. tho it looks good n will impress frens. [btw, do NOT ask y i sound like such a GIRL. staying home has transformed me. METAMORPHOSIS.] but i have dis new top that is totally nice n all....... in fact there's two. but if i were a new one i'll wear dis black- pinky one. kinda girly. really not me. hahahaha. THAT will shock em'. hmm. guess its e black one then. impress frens AND boyfriend. hahahaahah. problem solved!! yippee!!! ICE- CREAM HERE I COMEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLAY- WRITING COMPETITION
I wus thinkin if i shud take part in the play writing comp..... i have a rough idea but i dunno if its good enuf... hmm..... never tried before. i'm more of a story teller not a playwrite........ ho humm.....
I wus thinkin if i shud take part in the play writing comp..... i have a rough idea but i dunno if its good enuf... hmm..... never tried before. i'm more of a story teller not a playwrite........ ho humm.....
BALLET UNDER THE STARS...
yup yup yup...... finally went to the ballet thing...... it was great. somehow i dun really wanna talk bout the ballet...... but i wanna talk bout FORT CANNING PARK. it was beeee------yoooooooo-----ti-------fuuuuuuuuulll........ ultra- romantic, super- atmospheric, mega- beautiful, fantastically- romantic...... have i said it was romantic? goood gawd...... it was like, all i cud think of while i was there was how miserable it wud be for someone single to be there. not like i discriminate against them, hey, i was single for years, but honestly, dis place jus makes u wanna b with sum1. not mum or sis or dad but THE ONE. yeah yeah yeah. i sound bullshitty but hey...... that's how the fort canning park made me feel.... i wanna hold my wedding there..... at like 6.30p.m...... so by the time the ppl all come it'll be dusky!!! i tink dusk is a great time to appear in my wedding gown n celebrate my love.... n then there has got to be like, this song in the background...... "tonight, i celebrate my love, for you....." wow. breath-taking. i tink dat was my parent's wedding song too but hey, classics never die out. it has to be at dusk. when the sky is violet- gray.... not black, or purple or blue..... but violet- gray. n there'll be stars.......... n the tentages wud be white n the kids cud play at the open grass....... my frens can perform for me..... sigh.... n i'll step down the stairs in my white gown.......... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! where's my boyfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want my boyfriend here n now!!!!!!!!!!!!! we need to discuss wedding plans. hahahahahahha. btw, i'm barely 18. =p.
yup yup yup...... finally went to the ballet thing...... it was great. somehow i dun really wanna talk bout the ballet...... but i wanna talk bout FORT CANNING PARK. it was beeee------yoooooooo-----ti-------fuuuuuuuuulll........ ultra- romantic, super- atmospheric, mega- beautiful, fantastically- romantic...... have i said it was romantic? goood gawd...... it was like, all i cud think of while i was there was how miserable it wud be for someone single to be there. not like i discriminate against them, hey, i was single for years, but honestly, dis place jus makes u wanna b with sum1. not mum or sis or dad but THE ONE. yeah yeah yeah. i sound bullshitty but hey...... that's how the fort canning park made me feel.... i wanna hold my wedding there..... at like 6.30p.m...... so by the time the ppl all come it'll be dusky!!! i tink dusk is a great time to appear in my wedding gown n celebrate my love.... n then there has got to be like, this song in the background...... "tonight, i celebrate my love, for you....." wow. breath-taking. i tink dat was my parent's wedding song too but hey, classics never die out. it has to be at dusk. when the sky is violet- gray.... not black, or purple or blue..... but violet- gray. n there'll be stars.......... n the tentages wud be white n the kids cud play at the open grass....... my frens can perform for me..... sigh.... n i'll step down the stairs in my white gown.......... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! where's my boyfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want my boyfriend here n now!!!!!!!!!!!!! we need to discuss wedding plans. hahahahahahha. btw, i'm barely 18. =p.
Saturday, March 29, 2003
whoa momma...... my mum jus came back from her date.... today is her BIG date.... cuz her guy's got dis big secret thing to tell..... n when they cme back she lookd fyynne... so i jus let her be........ then i asked. guess wat? her guy's married..... with FOUR kids... kinda a shocker...... but its ok.. now she's thinking of what to do next.... to leave or stay? this guy is sweet, nice, responsible and really in love with her... but there'll b circumstances along with the acceptance of the proposal... what shud she do? dun ask me man....................
maybe i shud leave him alone... he seems happy n fine. but..... i know him so well. at least i used to. n he can b a much better person...... wat can i do!!!!
i was thinking........ shud i do anythin to help imsie? i mean..... he doesn't WANT help...... but he needs it. n if there's any1 willing to give dat help, knows he needs dat help, n wants to give dat help....... its me. but i dunno wat to do........ wre do i start? i had these funny gut thing wen i prayed...... thot of leaving religiously- inclined notes at his locker......... oh god. i sound so nerdy-pious.......
well...... i miss my boyfriend..... sigh. need more distractions.... anyway.... i have flu n slight fever..... maybe i have sars. yay. at least there's a lil excitement in my life. i wanna go to the ballet thing tmr.... hope mum wud want to go.... i need to forget the fact we were supposed to go to the botanic gardens tmr!!! sigh. i was looking forward to dat......
started blogging todae.... sumthin to do during dis stuuuupid sars stay home thing.... sigh.